brand new pathway

tentative feet walk down brand new hallways. strange faces pass to the left and right. familiarity has gone out the window and a new exciting feeling has taken its place. no longer is the walk to class filled with familiar greetings. life has begun a new pathway and emotions are exhilarated.
the friends are not on the same page. that does not mean they are loved any less but comfortableness between them is weaker. being the only virgin in a group of friends makes a girl feel alone, worried, and a little pressured. is that all guys are going to expect from here on out? is there still hope someone worthwhile will cross the path or is this a long road alone?
questions without answers occupy the mind as the feet continue to keep moving towards its destination. yet where is that exactly? only time will tell and maybe gradually the sky will begin to be less cloudy. the rain still comes. the sunshine still leaves. and the wind still blows. weather is unpredictable. and so is this girl. the end of her pathway is far away... she's just trying to make it there. step by step. day by day. question after question.

things never happen the way we expect. things always change and the unexpected always occurs. the unknown is what keeps us going... because there is always that hope, that maybe, tomorrow... our dreams will come true.