dry socket and no sleep.

"you can't expect the world to give you what you want; so often you grow from the things you never could have expected"

well, i got my wisdom teeth out on monday. i thought things were going pretty good but one side (right) of my mouth just didn't stop hurting even with the meds, and yesterday at work it became intolerable. so went in, and ta da! dry socket. well the other side (left) felt fine, i even had the doctor take a look at it while i was in there... but for some reason, i'm pretty sure the same thing is now occuring there as well. what changed in the last twelve hours is beyond me but i have been awake since three... it is now five fifteen and ow! pain! since i obviously can't sleep i thought i would blog, and make some use of my time... i have to work at 7:45, not really sure how that is going to go. not to mention its a saturday so i'm pretty sure the office isn't open. fml.

so summer is here, apparently? i wouldn't know i have spent it recovering from this ordeal, barely done anything i would consider "summery". except getting armadillos already, twice! (armadillos is this locally owned ice cream place for all you non-rapidcitians, and it is absolutely AMAZING. one of the best things of the summer by far, flavor of the days, slush-whips, shakes, the whole biznaz.) but besides that... our family got a dog, puppy actually. twenty years later, i seriously never thought i would see the day, but my dad gave in. black lab. 8 weeks old. most adorable creature you have ever seen. definitely the center of attention this past week. named it ruddy. they are going to train it to be a hunting dog... but i'm enjoying it just as a cute friend while i am home the next few months!

this summer should be interesting to say the least, but its also going to be really good. i'm going to make sure that happens. i already decided i'm not going to put up with drama. one of my girlfriends laughed at me and said good luck, but i'm serious. i know that sometimes drama comes and finds you when you least expect it but i'm not going to deal with it. seriously. my christmas break had drama, and i hated it. there are more important things in life than to deal and fuss over petty little problems. if someone has a problem, we can deal with it maturely or i'm simply going to walk away from the situation. just because drama finds you, doesn't mean you have to entertain it. so i simply am not going to. (am i being unrealistic? i'll let you know how this whole thing works out for me later on lol) life's too short. live every moment. don't act like sixth grade girls who love to create drama. we're adults now. time to start acting like it.

i'm considering jumping in the shower, and then running into town to get lattes for me and my mother. i don't know what else to do at this hour! my mouth is on fire, but i'm pretty sure i'm not going to be able to do anything about that for several hours at least. an early start to my day could be good, and the lord knows i love coffee! plus, i'm sure the mother would enjoy it as well. and perhaps i will take some ibprofen on the way out.... blah. i seriously woke up in bed and was just like, really?? seriously? why, God! OW!!!!! (i'm sure you all care, which is why i am blabbing on about this for two paragraphs... lucky you!) also, this is sporadic and pointless. sleep deprivation is my excuse. i'm gonna peace out for now homies. tty when i know what is going on!