a hug would be nice.

sometimes a few words are all you need...

i feel empty and alone. whether i am surrounded by people, or sitting in a room all by myself there is this hollow place inside of me. i just want to be held. i want someone to put their arms around and tell me everything that will make these feelings go away. i joke about the decisions i have made/are making but inside it tears me apart. i am not content. i am not okay. i want to be someone, not just anyone. same old story - different day, different year, different month. same haunting questions, same repeating circumstances. i want more. i need more. i deserve more. and i don't know what to do right now. i just need someone. when are they going to come?