and now we're loose ends of the night.

she's like a curse upon his heart; she takes his love and holds it captive - unable to reciprocate it, and yet, unable to let it fly free. [he would die for you, girl. he would give up everything to make sure you were happy. but it is never enough, it will never be enough.] she holds him on a string. he puts her on a pedestal. she takes. he gives. she flirts. he loves. there is history behind those deep brown eyes, and her blue ones shine. like they used to. but behind them, emptiness ensues. [boy, her heart is broken and fading. ready to grasp onto whoever will love her. she wants the here and now, not the forever. not the promises. take your love and run.] she is beauty. he is genuine. what once was a perfect pair, is now a beautiful disaster. a chaotic mess that will never be fixed. there is no resolution to this dissonance. and will there ever be? sex will not hold them together. sex will not fix the brokenness. sex cannot be a substitute for love. he has a heart of gold. he could change the world and break for happiness, but he is suffocating underneath her. and if he dies beneath her, he would say that is okay - because he gave her everything. he stayed true to his heart. he loved her unconditionally. [don't you see it girl? everything you could ever want, right in front of you. ready for the taking.] she wants what she wants. here or there, and everywhere. the world is never enough - they are never enough, this or that boy. and so, she always finds him again. until another enters her path, she knows - he will always be there. when the world gets cold, and lonely - he will hold her in his arms. he will tell her she is beautiful. he will promise her the world. and she will feel wanted, again. [she is never going to commit to you, boy. don't you realize you are wasting your time? you are wasting your energy on a girl who will never love you back... you could love another. you are young. there is time. take your heart and let it mend.] the world says, everyone needs someone. even if it is only for a moment - it is better to have someone than no one at all. but, shouldn't you need someone who needs you back? there is a difference between need, and use. he loves her. and she pretends. she plays with his heart. and denies it to the world. but friends on both sides can see through those lies... he refuses to move on. she refuses to care. and so the web grows tangled, and they are caught in the middle, two too immobilized to move. and reluctant to try. where will they go from here? she is a curse. and he is doomed to fail.