January 02, 2007

quirks & complaints

she's not happy. he's frustrated. you can relate. to the way the world works. how people let you down. agreement with other people's decisions does not always come and in return you're left questioning yourself. wondering, how you've survived this long in a world that is so cruel... so unforgiving, with people who at times seem to do nothing but dissapoint you again and again. why are you being forced to go through all this crap?

she can't stop crying. he doesn't know how much more he can take. you feel like giving up. putting everything in your life on hold in order to get back some of your sanity. the hole of pain you're in seems to be getting - bigger and the light shining down - smaller. suddenly its like you're choking, but you're the only one who realizes it is happening. nobody can save you.

she stops talking. he freaks out. you (on the other hand) realize there is an answer. yes, while in fact the world isn't always the place you wish you were, and sometimes your friends are the ones who seem more like enemies than anyone who is going to help you... you are not alone. we don't always understand why God puts us through all the trials we face in our lives. but the truth of the matter is: there is a reason. and you can make it...

she/he/you know... life isn't going to end because of the way someone treated you. time keeps going even after something horrible happens. you might wish it didn't but it does... and you have to keep moving right along with it. learning from the experiences you go through and figuring out that you just need to learn to be okay with yourself. and accept that God has a perfect plan for you and for your life...

no matter how doubtful that sometimes seems.

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